I’m not who I was then

The monster won’t get back in

And I can’t help but dream of rings.

The mystery is still there

Hiding under your hair

No more mountains made out of little things

I know we’re both just scared for now

But I’ll bridge the waters to your castle somehow

And as the walls come down all red and blue

I will find that I’m crazy in love with you

Blonde or brunette baby

makes no difference to me

I know that your eyes stay the same

Your smile lights my world up

I see it when my eyes shut

I’m Through with all these jealous games

Chorus

 Like a rusty knife in a tree

All my selfishness and greed

I tried hiding but I couldn’t heal

And babybird is sensitive,

It was the greatest gift that I could give

When that ugly choice turned beautiful now there’s a chance for something real

Chorus

It’s amazing to see

How God has worked inside me

And He’s worked in you, darling, I know it’s true

Some day at dinner maybe

One knee is bending slowly

Your happy tears are my only clue

Chorus

I see that we’re both just scared for now

But I know that I’ll break through to you somehow

As these broken hearts turn a truer hue

I find that I am crazy in love with you

I’m not your pleasure, and I’m not your pain

I’m not your loss, afraid I’m not your gain

I’m not your life, and I’m not your death

I’m not what’s taken, and I’m not what’s left….

I am your secret, and I am your song

I am what’s right, and I am what’s wrong

I am like night, and I am like day

I make you curse, and I make you pray…

I am your sorrow, but I’m not your tears

I’m not your nightmare, but I am your fears

I am your breath, but I’m not what you breath

I make you stay, and I make you leave….

Today is the first day of the rest of my life…

But then again, so is tomorrow.